Monday, April 26, 2004
/8:01 PM
gosh. i really cant stand mondays. thank god pbl is all over. i mean there are no more pbl sessions on mondays. it just gives me stress STRESS STRESS!!! urgh. always trying to think of ideas and stuff to talk. just to maintain a conversation during the pbl session. then there was ms tan's lecture. urgh.. it was a lil crap though. but. the only thing that made me ponder. after exams. class chalet.. outing. asking myself nw. should i let someone else do all. because i dont wanna be disappointed once and again. but perhaps i should do it. because im used to the disappoinment. i shouldn't let others suffer. since i already experienced for some many times already. yes i shall. since i wont be around for the chalet. i dont mind doing the planning!!!
okies. and then ms tan was staring at me when she said we should not be stubborn. and its NOT strongwilled and determination. oh. wadeva. im not in a good mood recently. everythings building inside. perhaps ii should talk to someone. but who can i turn to?? im confused. bothered. and i dont trust anybody. not anyone. im going crazy as times go by. thinking this and that. hallucinations. these suck. i really hate my life and all. i just wanna rot and die. urgh. im freaking stressed up!!!
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